Some days I think I can literally hear my heart breaking. It HURTS. Today is one of those days, and last night was AWFUL... couldn't sleep, was jumpy 'cause I kept feeling things in my chest. :S

Today I watched this video... the video of our wedding song... our wedding that never was and never will be. The version is not the same as the album version, but the video just struck me and I lost it. I am dumbfounded.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xd8M3IfxrCo